FUCK
can’t find a proper word to describe what im feeling right now….
it started on tuesday, may fucking 22nd, it all began with sudden chest cramps, followed by nasal congestion and to top it all lack of oxygen intake….for all you people its called ashtma, for me….its a boiling hot, salty, spicy and most of all disgusting plate of fuck…
it’s been 3 days now…3 fucking days where i haven’t been able to breathe, do anything that involves walking, talking, or fucking moving….ive been stuck in bed for the past 72 hours watching crappy TV, cooking shows, getting hungry but not really eating and watching my brother play videogames because my shitty ass pulmonary system won’t allow me to do shit…..
yesterday at aproximately 3am, the worst numb-fucking pain i’ve ever felt in my short or long life span( depends on what 22 years mean to you) appeared….started with small short sharp pains….then it moved on to crazy fast heart beatings with 0% oxygen income, with lead to panicking and not being able to do shit…….
to make things short, i ended up hooked on an oxygen tank, in bed, with a FUCK-TON of pills and zero appetite…..
why i make this post here?……easy…..because there’s nothing else to do that doesnt involve me running out of air and begging for air……
thank you god….for this hot boiling plate of FUCK you’ve given me…….
fuck you very much
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